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lately and lesson learned

August 4, 2014 by Kristy 9 Comments

It’s been awhile…almost 2 months to be exact.

The past 2 months have been a whirlwind.  I’m going to do a seperate post on 50K training but first an update on life in general is needed.

I quit my job in early July to become a SAHM, running coach, and (former) barre instructor.  More on that last part later.  I was lucky to have 6 months of child care leave but I knew I wasn’t going back.  I started RTLR Coaching 4 years ago with the goal of devoting more time to it once I had kids.  And I loved staying home with Fiona more than I ever imagined.

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In anticipation of leaving my job I decided to pursue any and every opportunity.  Because adjusting to motherhood, coaching runners through a busy Fall racing season, and train for a 50K isn’t enough (this was an actual thought of mine).  One of the opportunities that came up was a barre instructor position at a new studio.  This was perfect – I loved barre and wanted to start teaching classes anyway.  Win-win.

I started training back in April and teaching in June.  What an eye-opening experience…and kudos to all you fitness instructors out there.  A lot of work goes into an hour class (and a lot of work to make it look so seamless and easy).  Between taking barre classes, prepping for classes, making playlists, and getting up to speed in general, I was in way over my head.  WAY over my head.

The pressure to give 100% to everything was physically and mentally draining.  There was so much I wanted to do with coaching but didn’t have the time.  When I was with Fiona, I couldn’t turn off the to-do list in my head and just be present with her.

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I finally admitted to Matt last week at dinner that I bit off more than I could chew and something needed to come off my plate.  He agreed (to say I was an anxious basketcase at times is an understatement) and wondered when I was finally going to wave the white flag.  The problem was that I truly enjoyed everything on my plate and, obviously, coaching and Fiona were non-negotiable.

Matt, always the voice of reason, reminded me of why I left my job in the first place:  to stay at home with Fiona and grow my coaching business.  Barre was taking time away from coaching and, to a much lesser extent, Fiona.  It had to go.  It killed me to give up such a wonderful opportunity that I loved.  Had this opportunity popped up before Fiona was born or even when she was a bit older, the timing may have been better.  So I slept on it, ran 20 miles on it, and then resigned.  I do feel as though a huge weight has been lifted off of me but part of me is still sad about it.

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Lesson learned?  You can have it all but not at the same time.

Filed Under: Uncategorized Tagged With: 50K training, barre, coaching, running, ultra

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  1. Beth @ RUNNING around my kitchen says

    August 4, 2014 at 1:09 pm

    Congratulations on leaving and being able to stay home! And way to go having the insight and awareness to know your limits. I’ve always thought I would love to become a yoga instructor, but I can’t even come up with the time to go to teacher training….much less figure out how I would fit multiple classes in a week. It still shocks me how much work goes into being a SAHM!

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  2. Katie says

    August 4, 2014 at 4:04 pm

    Hey Kristy– Oh man, that sounds like a tough situation. I, like you, want to be able to do it ALL, so I completely understand about biting off more than you can chew. I admire you for having the b*lls to quit– it really does take courage to admit and accept you can’t do it all!
    Side note– I really always thought I would hate barre, but I’ve gotten super into it! Who would have thought!
    Second side note– Fiona is still the cutest!!

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  3. Sandy says

    August 4, 2014 at 4:52 pm

    I think you made the right decision. Taking care of children is a lot of work! I have major respect for stay at home moms. I am not sure how sure how you do it.

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  4. lisa @ early morning run says

    August 5, 2014 at 10:48 pm

    Sounds like it was both a tough, and easy, decision to make. Sometimes we want to follow a lot of our passions but unfortunately, there just aren’t enough hours in the day to do all we want too. Sounds like you made a great choice and will be able to focus on what’s really important. Great reminder!

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  5. Christine says

    August 6, 2014 at 7:56 am

    First of all, Fiona is such a cutie!! I don’t blame you for wanting to spend all your time with her. My daughter is 4.5 month now and a month before she was born I quit my corporate job and I really enjoy being a stay at home mom. We have so much fun! Sometimes I feel bad for not “bringing home some money” but then I look at my daughter and I think she appreciates the time with me as much as I enjoy spending time with her. We don’t have to worry too much about schedules or if she wakes up during the night, since I don’t have to go to work, I can sleep when she sleeps during the day. I think we both are much more relaxed.

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  6. Camille says

    August 9, 2014 at 11:57 am

    SOOOOOO excited to read this awesome news! Fiona is the best and has 2 of the best parents in the world!
    Good for you for knowing yourself and what is best for your family – that is the best example of a strong and awesome woman! And you gotta love the voice of reason in the husbands- I’d be a mess without my voice of reason- LOL!
    Thanks so much for the link to the article too- I enjoyed it and it was a great reminder.
    Rock on!!

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  7. Kristy says

    August 11, 2014 at 10:01 pm

    Congrats on quitting your job, to be a SAHM. I’m sure it is scary to give it up, but well worth it in the end.

    Love the pic of Hawk and Fiona!

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  8. susan jones says

    August 18, 2014 at 6:48 pm

    Good for you. You’ll never regret investing in your precious daughter.

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  9. John says

    August 24, 2014 at 5:55 pm

    I applaud you for choosing to be a SAHM. It is a hard, never-ending, 24/7, 365-day work. But, I am sure you would not trade it for the world. Keep your passion alive. You inspire a lot of women to pursue what makes them happy and live life to the fullest.

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